I used to drive to the office,
sealed in a metal capsule,
just another scale
on the morning car snake,
sliding from bubble “home”
to bubble “work”.
Then I shifted to public transport:
a pinch of train, a zic of bus,
and all the bubbles burst,
dissolving me into humanity,
the river of society,
the course of destiny.
Now I commute by bike,
across some countryside,
and it is wild
how much life hides
beyond the thresholds
I’ve never gone by.
When I was rolling on the road,
I fooled myself into believing
I was the flawed hero
of my micro dimension.
When I glided fast on rails,
I felt the reassuring absence
of anything remarkable
about my existence,
one among many,
not erased, only reframed.
Now I pedal through the outskirts,
crossing realities
that tell me what herons do
at 7 AM and 5 PM,
how cats handle the rain
just like I have to
when we all end up
under the sky's sudden moods.
They show me which flowers bloom,
how long they stay open
before folding back
and closing for the season,
the colour of newborn leaves,
their parent trees
and their silent urge
to become green.
The sweat I pour into effort
is making me a friend of discomfort.
And there’s this galvanizing freedom
in slipping past traffic,
enveloped in nothing
but the atmosphere.
Wherever I follow
the rhythm of the world,
cloud cover changes,
and so does snow
on mountain tops
and the transparency
of winter fog.
But do I change along?
Is there a place
where human and nature
touch without hurt?
While I’m seeking it,
I’m also leaving
space within me.
Tag: poetry
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Ways
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Soul, Medium Rare
Whenever I smell
hot oozy tar,
I almost rejoice
‘cause I also feel charred.
A snowflake stays pure
only until it lands,
every fall bruises,
snow knows, and I do too.
I filled wounds with gold,
got them shiny as stars,
so that all the glitter
would blind prying eyes.
Isn’t cotton candy sweet,
but with a marred aftertaste?
Marshmallows swear that
charred is their best shape.
Adieu à Dieu,
I still see you from afar. -

Confined Spaces
Electricity
feeds light bulbs
with sparks
that ignite
a shell of glass.
Equally,
alive fantasies
spiral together,
bounce and collide,
finding their shape. -

Runaways
I'm mourning my good mood,
for a fleeting moment
soft between my fingers
before slipping away, again.
I pray for its return,
though I don't blame it
if it chooses not to
in this depressing season.
Until then I’ll wait,
counting spots on the ceiling,
listening to pigeons cooing.
Amen. -

Carina Travel Agency
Background Image: Carina Nebula image taken by HAWK-I camera on ESO’s Very Large Telescope
Credit: © ESO/T. Preibisch – Source
When my inward eye fancies
an escapist extravaganza,
I picture myself as a little alien
visiting a cosmic Ginza.
In my utilitarian spacecraft,
full throttle to a hypergiant star,
I drive and drive, so careless
of space and time afar.
I stop a while for a glance,
atop the highest Cosmic Cliffs,
gazing all around at the galaxy,
soaking in glowing sidereal whiffs.
I peep into the dark Keyhole,
but through the dust, all I see
is the grand Defiant Finger
mocking, making fun of me.
Tuned to my favourite Astro-Radio,
to Mystic Mountain, I head my ship.
I, of course, take pictures for content,
let down—never!—by a good old nebula trip. -

Vanity Fair
All aboard our grain of sand,
on its elliptical path,
floating around a furnace
for what to us is forever!
A jolly carousel,
spinning and balancing,
rolling and revolving
in dark emptiness.
Who knows what is out there,
watching our little fair,
(amused or dejected?)
killing a moment of eternity. -

À La Recherche Du Temps Perdu
On Placebo’s new 2026 tour and my twenty-plus intermittent years with their music.
A sigh, a blink of an eye,
twenty years passed by.
I’ve been much working
and also a bit pondering,
while some riffs and lyrics
came back in wave-like visits.
Stubborn ghosts
carrying on my behalf
a self blurred by distance,
all the graceful shadows,
the rough seduction
of my collapsing youth.
Protège‑moi
from forgetting;
merci
for the feverish melancholy,
for the songs that stay,
and for you, not yet leaving the stage.
There’s a need to sing
that feels very present;
for desires are prettier
in dimly lit darkness,
and my inner teenager
is angrier than ever.
Despite what mirrors give away,
I tried to never forget
to be the way I am,
even if it sometimes meant
being unknown and undercover.
See you in November. -

Golconde
What a time
to be alive,
but are we?
Sometimes I see
only empty vessels,
ordinary shadows
led by this fear
of letting neurons
run free.
Nature cries
in grand dawns
and sunsets:
“Stay with me.”
But no,
we turn away
in the name
of our strange love
for cages,
for the yoke,
while the oxen
watch us
with condescendence. -

Burning Questions
Why
being able to connect
with your deeper self
feels so sacrilegious
and so forbidden?
Why
when the world outside
screams in fuss and pride,
being home alone,
in candlelight,
staring at your demons
dead in the eyes,
feels so lustful,
so profane,
why?
Why
are we being taught
to deny
what’s inside
just to comply?
I defy.
In the heart of the night,
I choose to acknowledge
the monsters and beasts
that dwell in me.
I am whole.
and we are free. -

Further Encounters With Aurora
From a series of poems written during my stay in Lapland.
I thought the time
had finally come
to meet again:
the right month,
the right place.
But shame on me
for undervaluing
your unpredictability.
You’re a slap in the face,
a rinse of humility.
You appear at your fancy,
wrapped in clouds,
and to frozen photographers
with tripods and all,
you blow raspberries.
Showing up in pictures
but not to naked eyes?
Okay, we get it:
being taken for granted
is not your style.
As per our old habit,
you come when I’m leaving.
Is our situationship toxic
at this point in our story?
I guess we’ll be seeing.